well i basically told him i dont want to be in a relationship right now because I’m under a lot of stress with moving and going into rush. I’m not in the state of mind to even think about being in a relationship with someone. I don’t want to jump right into one knowing I’m not gonna be happy with the outcome. I understand you’re upset and depressed that I’m moving but I can’t let you dwell on my new journey that isn’t fair for me and how I want to live my life. I’m sorry.
I need to stop overthinking about stupid shit…its not going to change the past is in the past… I just need to keep telling myself to keep looking forward and to not turn back.
Why do I care about you when you don’t know what you want…. Ugh why this again! Can’t we just be happy!!